My Personal Bible

"The liberal soul shall be made fat: and he that watereth shall be watered also himself." 

Proverbs 11:25

Brother Larry Ingalls recently visited our church and shared a video of his ministry, Baptist Couriers for Christ, with us.  In one picture, it showed a room full of people listening to the Word of God being preached.  Among the hundreds of people in that room, only two bibles were among them.  The two people with the bibles, sat in the middle of the room and when the Pastor referred to a specific verse, those two people would hold their bibles up in the air for all to see. As soon as the bibles were held up, the entire room turned to look at the precious word of God.  You could see the longing in their eyes; to one day hold a bible in their own hands.  

When I saw that picture, I cried.

I have a bookshelf full of bibles that I have purchased and used throughout the years.  When one bible shows wear and tear, I go online and order a new one and place the old one on the shelf with all the others.

Six years ago, I began an email bible study with my aunt who lives in a different State.  She asked me if I had a bible I could mail to her.  Her request made my blood freeze in my veins.  The thought of having to choose one of my personal, precious bibles to give away was like amputating part of my body.  Years of experiences and years of notes written in the margins seemed all too personal to me.  I couldn't believe her request.  Deep down I thought to myself, 'What?  Send you one of my bibles?'  I began to sweat.  Then I thought that maybe I could just buy her a brand new one.  But no.  She wanted one of my personal bibles.   I began to pray.  I prayed and I prayed and I prayed about which bible I should send her.  I ended up sending her one of my favorite bibles that was jam packed with notes, answered prayers, heart-cries and praises.

And do you know what?

I don't regret it for a minute.

Proverbs 11:25 tells us that a generous person will prosper and whoever refreshes others will also be refreshed.

I had nothing to lose.

And everything to gain.

I learned a lot about myself that day, and it also reminded me of something:

The Christian life is all about giving ALL.

The Christian life is giving SELF to OTHERS...and

It's about giving family and strangers the best of what you have in ALL things.

I also learned that giving a bible away...

    whether or not it's one of my own, or one I purchased to give away...

        is the most rewarding gift I can give to anyone...

            for them, and for me...

                  But that's just me!

            

Baptist Couriers for Christ was founded as a Bible smuggling ministry on November 6, 1979, by Donald Stertz.  During a survey trip behind the Iron Curtain in 1978, he made a chilling discovery; in a church of 100, only 2 had bibles. Since then, this ministry has grown to use containers of all shapes and sizes to send Gospel literature and Scripture around the world.  This material is printed in thousands of different languages and sent to churches and missionaries throughout the world. If you would like to help in this ministry, you can find Baptist Couriers for Christ online, or write to them at:

3030 Witzel Ave. Oshkosh, Wi 54904

Always Watching

"The eyes of the LORD are in every place, beholding the evil and the good." Proverbs 15:3

There is a huge debate going on around our Nation.  It's about Flock Camera's, have you heard?  Flock cameras are automated license plate readers, (ALPRs) made by the private company Flock Safety that capture and log vehicle details like the license plates, makes, models, colors, and unique markers. They read plates, log details, build databases and track movement.  Like any debate, there are two sides; the Pro and Con.  The upset among most Citizens is that this is a Mass Surveillance.  They track everyday citizens who have broken no laws.  Privacy is at risk because Police can track a person's history and location data without needing a warrant.  All Officers are not good.  Some Officers have used the system to stalk or even look up romantic partners, and like any technology, it makes errors.  The Flock cameras have led to false accusations against innocent people.  There was one such incidence in the State in which I reside when a woman was arrested and jailed for up to 6 months because her facial recognition was identified in a robbery that she did not commit.  In fact, she had proven that she was out of State at the time, but that didn't matter.  During her 6 months of incarceration, she lost her job, her house and even her pets.  Her life will always be affected by this false accusation all because of error.  That's the Con side.  On the Pro side, it has been used to rescue kidnapped children and to arrest true criminals.

But what it really comes down to is this: People don't like to be watched.  What they don't realize is that we have always been watched.  We are watched by our family members, the people we work with, the people we attend church with and we are being watched by our neighbors.  

We are also being watched 24/7.  Day and night.  We are being watched when we are sleeping and when we are awake.  We are being watched when we are doing good and when we are doing bad, and I'm not talking about Santa Claus.

No, we are being watched by the One True God.

Some people might feel uncomfortable knowing that we have a Creator God that sees everything we do, even in secret.  I actually find comfort in knowing that my Saviour sees me.  He knows where I am at all times.  He is my Protector, my Help and My Stay.  He is my Constant.

If you were to watch a recording of your day made by a Flock camera, what would it show?  Would you be embarrassed by the things you did or said?  Would you be ashamed?  Or would the recording show that you lived a life that is honoring and glorifying God?  Is it showing you lie to your neighbor, or does it show extended kindness to your neighbor?

The bible tells us in Hebrews 9:27, "And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment."  There will be a time when we stand before the Lord and be shown everything our life consisted of, the good and the bad.   "And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works."

Revelation 20:12

I don't think it matters too much that we are being watched by the world...

    I think what matters most is that God is watching...

        But that's just me!

God sees everything even when no one else does.

Endurance or Indulgence?

 "There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." 1 Corinthians 10:13

True or False:

-This has never happened to anyone else; False.

-There is no way out of this temptation; False.

-I can entice myself in my strongest temptation and still deny myself; False.

-I can search the Scriptures to help me, BEFORE and AFTER my temptation; TRUE.

"According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue: 2 Peter 1:3

-Jesus is the answer.  He is my Rescuer and Deliverer, and He has made a way of escape for me; TRUE.

"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." Psalm 46:1

Whenever I read 1 Cor. 10:13, the first person I think of is Joseph.  In Genesis 39 we read of how Potiphar's wife tempted Joseph to lie with her. This woman had set her eye on Joseph and literally threw herself at him.  When she first approached Joseph with such a scandalous request, he told her no.  He also reminded her that by doing such a wickedness that he would sin against God.  Joseph thought this situation had been dealt with, but the bible tells us in verse 10 of Genesis 39, that Potiphar's wife enticed Joseph daily!  She eventually even had the audacity to grab a hold of Joseph when there were no other men in the house.  What did Joseph do?  "...he fled and got him out." He RAN!

Sometimes the only way to escape temptation is to run.

In 1 Corinthians 10:13, "Paul pointed to the One on whom the Corinthians could rely. The temptations that seized the Corinthians were like those that the people had always faced. They could be met and endured by depending on God, who is faithful.  Part of the Corinthian problem was that some in the face of temptation were not looking for a way by endurance, but a way in for indulgence." Walvoord & Zuck

Which brings me to another example.

"At a market, a little boy stood by a candy display, looking as if he was going to take some without paying. A clerk watched the boy and finally said, 'Looks like you're trying to take some candy.' The boy answered, 'Mister, I'm trying to NOT take any.'"  Anonymous

This may be a cute example of temptation, but it also shows that the longer you look at your temptation, the greater that temptation becomes!

It's our choice.

We can be like the little boy in the candy store and keep our temptation ever before us, or we can be like Joseph and RUN.

The way of escape isn't necessarily an easy way...

    but it's available...

        But that's just me!

If You Knew, What Would You Change?

"My times are in thy hand:" Psalm 31:15a

I saw a commercial the other day that was centered around a song called, 'Live Like You Were Dying,' by Tim McGraw, 2004.  It speaks of a young man who had heard heart-stopping news; he was dying.  So, what did he choose to do? Rather than sit home and have a pity party, he went out and did all the things he wanted to do to enjoy the time he had left.  He made sure that he, 'Loved deeper, spoke sweeter, gave forgiveness to the one he'd been denying, and then said, 'I hope you get the chance to live like you were dying.'"

It really made me think.  What would I change in my life right now, if I was given the news that my life is ending?

I think the answer for the wicked would be to go out and live a life of wild, sinful activities; but for the saved, I think we would put things into better perspective and perhaps clean up and confess the sins that might have taken residence in our hearts for far too long.  Maybe we would treat our family, friends, brothers and sisters in Christ with more love and forgiveness.  Maybe we would speak up for the cause of Christ more.

Or are we already living in such a way that brings honor and glory to our Lord Jesus Christ?  Am I already living in such a way that I would change nothing if I were told I would die tomorrow?

I would hope that would be true.

I began to search the Scriptures to see if there were any instances where God directly told someone that they would die on such a such day and how they would die.  

Hezekiah was such a man.  In 2 Kings 20:1 and Isaiah 38:1, Isaiah went to Hezekiah and told him to set his house in order because he was going to die.  When hearing such news, Hezekiah turned his face to the wall and began to pray, and because he prayed and wept bitterly to the Lord, God heard his prayers and gave him 15 more years of life.

In Jeremiah 28:16 we are told of a false prophet by the name of Hananiah.  He was not a prophet sent from God, and he taught rebellion against the LORD.  His days were cut short, and he died that same year.

King Saul was told in 1 Samuel 28:19 that not only would he be with the Lord to morrow, but his sons also. It came to pass, just as God had told King Saul; He and his sons died the next day in the battle on Mount Gilboa against the Philistines.

Some people are given the opportunity to kind of know when they are reaching the end of their life through a slow sickness perhaps, and then there are others who die tragically by car accidents, storms in nature, or by the hand of evil people with no warning at all.

I think if we are really honest with ourselves, if we knew the exact date and time we were going to be called home, there would be things we would remove from our lives and things we would add to our lives; mostly those things that are of an eternal value and not an earthly value.

Erma Bombeck once said, 'When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything You gave me."'

I don't think I would want to know my time of death...

    but in the meantime, may my time not be wasted on myself...

        but on others, all for the glory of God...

            But that's just me!

" The nearer we live to God while we live, the more ready will be to dwell forever in His presence when we die." J.C. Ryle

Children

"Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD: and the fruit of the womb is his reward." Psalm 127: 3

When a criminal kills a pregnant woman, he is charged with two deaths.  Why, then, can women kill their own babies and not commit a crime?  

Because the crime has been legalized by a sin-sick society.  A society that is just as pagan as the society that used to burn their children as a sacrifice to the pagan God, Molech. (Deuteronomy 12:31, 18:10-12, Leviticus 18:21, 20:2-5)

I don't normally write about Politics, or our government, but when I read the headline in the News this morning, 'Democratic Governor Maura Healey of Massachusetts signs Bill allowing abortions up to birth,' I became sick.  A picture showed this governor surrounded by women applauding this decision; a group of women who have a total lack of instinctive family love or normal human warmth.  Women who have been given over to a reprobate mind, according to Romans 1:31.  A type of woman who identifies the wickedness in the last days, according to 2 Timothy 3:3.  

Even animals have more natural affection towards their children than some women in our society have today.

Society and women today...

     have forgotten that children are a gift from God....

          They don't just belong to the parents; they come from God....

             But that's just me!

🎵Jesus loves the little children, all the children of the world, red and yellow, black and white, THEY ARE PRECIOUS IN HIS SIGHT, Jesus loves the little children of the world! 🎵

"Children are the touchstone of ourselves; when we see how we react to children, we see how we react to God." Oswald Chambers

Power-Washed

"Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Isaiah 1:18

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9

"Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new." 2 Corinthians 5:17

I didn't really notice the condition of our front porch until I opened our front door the other day to retrieve an Amazon package that had been delivered. (We generally use our side door to enter and exit our home.)  The wood was faded to gray with moss growing on most of the boards.  Years of weathered decay was finally becoming evident because of its lack of use.  At first, my husband wanted to replace all of the boards, but I asked him if I could try to power-wash it first.  With his 'Okay,' and with his assistance to get the power-washer all set up and ready to use, I began to power-wash the porch.  As I washed each board, an incredible thing began to happen.  The gray weathered dirt and moss began to peel off like old paint, and what it revealed underneath was beautiful, new wood.  Untouched and untainted by time. 

As I was watching this transformation I was reminded of a great transformation that takes place when a sinful heart turns to Christ for Salvation.  Of course, a sin-sick heart is a heart full of decay. It's not just on the surface; a sinful heart must be replaced with a new one. It needs to be replaced by Christ Alone.

For the believer, each time we confess our sin, Jesus promises to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness; not just on the surface, but thoroughly cleansed!  Untouched and untainted by sin.

Black hearts turn white as snow.

I wish I could show you 'before and after' pictures of my front porch.  The difference really is amazing.

How much more so, the results of a sinner's soul...

    Being washed clean...

        By the blood of Christ...?

            But that's just me!

  

Reflex

"And when they came to Nachon's threshingfloor, Uzzah put forth his hand to the ark of God, and took hold of it; for the oxen shook it. And the anger of the LORD was kindled against Uzzah; and God smote him there for his error; and there he died by the Ark of God."

2 Samuel 6:6-7

The first time David tried to move the Ark of God, it didn't go so well.  He chose to move it by his own way instead of the meticulous instructions made by God Himself.  No doubt David had good intentions, but good intentions are not the same thing as obedience; it was a costly mistake.

The Ark of God represented the presence of a Holy God; it was to be revered.

It's been said by some who have read these verses that Uzzah's death had been unfair.  Even David was displeased because the LORD had made a breach upon Uzzah, (verse 8), but sinful man cannot touch a Holy God.  Uzzah's reaction to the Ark falling from off of the cart was probably just a reflex; but God doesn't need man's help.

Webster defines reflex as an automatic and often inborn response to a stimulus that typically involves a nerve impulse passing inward from a receptor of a spinal cord and then passing outward from the spinal cord to an effector such as a muscle or gland without reaching the level of consciousness and often without passing to the brain.

In other words, Uzzah's response to the Ark of God falling off the cart, was an action performed without even thinking.

The more and more I thought about Uzzah's response to the falling Ark, the more and more I saw myself.

I immediately thought about the mechanics of worship.  

We all know the drill-

We get up on Sunday morning, put on our Sunday clothes, go to church, sing hymns, pray, listen to the preaching, come home, put on our every day clothes, eat lunch, do things around the house, and then do it all again for the evening service.

All by reflex.

All by mechanics.

All without thinking.

Just like moving the Ark, God has an intended way of worship.  Do I worship God as He deserves, or am I in a 'reflex mode' of worship that no longer has any thought behind it?

No reflex...

    No mechanics...

        Just true worship...

            But that's just me!

"Uzzah made a decision in a moment to disregard God's command and to do what seemed right to him. Even decisions made in a moment matter to God." Guzik